In 1968 the state of Missouri was
blessed with the arrival of a baby girl, a one-year-old lifted
from the arms of nuns in the west of
Ireland. Her name was Maggie, and her adoptive parents—
strict Catholics—wanted her to be
perfect. But Maggie Black was not perfect, she was merely
human—an earthy, feral child who one
day realized she would never earn their love. Drifting
into drugs, con artists and petty
crime, she becomes a single mother stuck in the gritty world of
door-to-door sales—dangerously tied to
a bad man.
One muggy evening—while home in Saint
Joe preparing for a sales jump—she endures an
incident that changes her life. This
incident opens my novel, The Sins of Maggie Black, the story
of one young woman’s attempt to escape
her past and dream of a better life. As she informs her
little boy, “From now on it’s gonna be
me and you—we’re gonna be a team.” Her journey will
pit a fierce determination to succeed
against a battered ego, a heart struggling to accept love and
companionship, and a past that
threatens everything.
I began this post with some backstory
to introduce one theme of my novel—the mysterious and
profound nature of origins. Starting
with the fragile innocence of youth, we bear both the
blessings and sins of the world
throughout our lives. Origins can also refer to any turning point in
a character’s life, such as the incident
that opens my story. Maggie doesn’t dwell much on the
circumstances of her birth or
upbringing, but they have deeply affected her. Though she doesn’t
seek her mother, she does possess a
vestigial memory of her, expressed as an attraction to water.
In a vision that turns prophetic,
Maggie sinks deep into a river—a symbolic return to the womb.
The river also serves as metaphor for a
fundamental aspect of nature—the surface and what lies
below. The surface is what we can “see”
with our basic senses, while what lies beneath is the
nearly inexpressible, underlying
reality—the murky depths from which everything originates.
I once read a book about men’s
issues—more specifically, fathers and sons in modern and
primitive societies. I didn’t
particularly connect with all the metaphorical language (the author
was a poet) but it was very intriguing.
I was living in a boarding house the night I finished the
book—alone in a room without a TV or
phone. That night I had seven vivid dreams, nearly all
about myself and my father. They were
rich in symbolic meaning. What had happened? How had
mere words triggered such startling
dreams?
For me, writing is an exploration—an
attempt to understand, to feel, to connect with others. That
night in my room a connection was
made—the personal stories and myths expressed by that
author triggered things deep inside me,
obviously important issues lurking in the unconscious
mind. These issues flow powerfully
below the surface in all of us, manifesting themselves in who
we are and how we behave. Just as a
river follows the truest way downstream, our souls seek a
path toward harmony and peace. Though
Maggie and the other characters in my novel are highly
flawed, they share a fierce
determination to heal themselves, to become whole.
I hope I’ve dramatized a compelling
story, and if lucky, revealed a few things that lie below. In
my next post I’ll discuss the
inspiration for this novel from a brief occurrence in Deadwood,
South Dakota—and why my heroine is a
door-to-door saleswoman.
Find Howard Petote’s novel, The Sins of
Maggie Black at Amazon. Paperback and ebook
available by February 14. See his
website/blog at www.howardpetote.com
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